i can't wrap my head around the fact that you're leaving or that you are technically gone, in the sense that i won't see you again until your 30 day vacation, but yet i can pick up the phone and talk to you anytime i want. sometimes i feel like you're working late at the restaurant still and you'll be home soon and when i wake up in the morning you'll be next to me.... going to bed isn't hard, it's the waking up that's hard to do because we go to bed apart a lot. i would go earlier than you and you would come later, whether i was awake or not. but whenever i woke up in the morning you were right there next to me. sleeping or awake, it was such a comfort to have you next to me. now i just have a cat who tries to smother me whenever i sleep past my first alarm because he's so hungry.
i don't remember if you have the gungor "beautiful things" album, but if you do, listen to "We Will Run". If not, youtube it and listen to it. a) the second half of the song is completely instrumental and it is AMAZING. b) it's not a complicated song to learn the words to, but holy cow they are some powerful words.
I love you, not only for who you are, or the things you do for me, but the person you make me. You are my everything.
Forever and always my love....
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