i am horrible at keeping this up. obviously- it was august the last time i posted and now here it is november. the time has dragged on and on. days go so slowly, the weekends even more so. i try to now be home a lot on the weekends so i don't have to sit around all alone and dwell, but then i'm out all weekend it's too busy and i'm not taking any down time to relax and take care of myself. oy a fine line i'm walking on staying busy or sitting around and dreading another night of going to bed alone and waking up alone. we're down to 83 days until i get to see you again, and quite frankly those 83 days can't pass quickly enough. i can't believe that we've been together for 4 thanksgivings and apart for 2, together for 4 christmas' and apart for 2. same for new years eves, and my birthday. while it is hard to admit we've been apart for as many holiday's as we've been together, it makes me happy because it means that you are going to be with me for the rest of our lives on holidays. you are doing this to give you and me and our family the best future together.
i love getting to skype with you. you always make me laugh and every day you do so many things to remind me why i fell in love with you. you know this week has been the week from hell and you've been able to calm me down, talk some sense into me and also make me laugh. "some days it's your day to get shit on. what matters is how you clean yourself up". oh husband- you are truly my favorite person in the world :)
i love you and promise i will try and do a better job in keeping this up and i will get caught up on your scrapbook :p
forever and always my love
