Church was hard today. I of course picked an empty seat where there weren't people around me in hopes of Josh and Nikki showing up and actually sitting with me, but then the people that sat around me were all adorable, kissy, huggy, smiley couples. Is that what we look like to other people? Cuz man they're nauseating to look at. ;)
The sermon was awesome, as always. The music, fantastic. Being alone, awful.
I got the house cleaned today. I think I overdosed Vader on catnip, he hasn't really moved in the past few hours other than to turn over periodically. Whoops.
I don't really know what to write other than the fact that I'm exhausted and waiting for the washer to be done so I can go to bed is taking forever. Things seem to take so much longer when you're waiting to go to bed. I suppose it's all our perspective in that moment. This past week took forever to go by, which makes me wonder if the next four weeks are going to take too long to go by for our last week together. But if I don't think about it, will it go faster? But then if I'm not thinking about it, I'm not thinking about you, and I can't stand not thinking about you. Boo silly mind games :(
The washer just finished and I'm off to pass out. It's 11:11- make a wish. I know what I'm wishing for, the same thing I've wished for at every 11:11 I've caught since you left.
Forever and always my love
Whitney
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