Whenever we talk on the phone I ramble. I really suppose I should change that to "When I talk I ramble". Is this shocking to anyone who knows me? Absolutely not. I always feel guilty whenever I hang up the phone because I have rambled on for like half an hour, but I have realized I just ramble because the more things I say, the more reaction I get out of you and that's all the more words I have to hang on to.
I remember after Grammie passed away, I so quickly forgot her voice and that sucks. I can't believe that I haven't heard her voice since '06, and even more I can't believe how quickly I forgot what it sounds like. I am so afraid that in the next year I am going to forget what your voice sounds like. Is this possible? No. There are things I do or say and I can hear you in my head reacting (and I'm usually 99% right. And 50% of the time you would laugh at me, 48% of the time you would give me a "Really?" and the other 2% you would just stare and do your "wha, wha, never mind") ;) I pray we do get a few phone calls while you are gone overseas just so we do get to connect on that level too.
I love you my dear. I have loved you since our first date to the most awful concert in my life, and I will love you till the day I die.
Sleep well my love. Forever and always
Yours truly.
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