Day 1

Well, I have officially survived a whole day without you (unless I die in my sleep ;p).  It wasn't quite as bad as I thought it would be.  The hardest part was waking up and not having you here to kiss good morning and goodbye.  It was also hard to come home, see your car and know that I can't kiss you or hug you.  Vader is also depressed even more today.  He's either harassing me to be loved, or he's wandering room to room meowing and looking for you.

When you first took the job, I felt like I wasn't allowed to complain or be upset because we chose this job.  I actually had people tell me "but you and he chose for him to take this job".  Just because you took the job and you're leaving doesn't mean I can't be sad and upset about the fact that you're gone for the next month followed by a year.  Today, however, everyone was asking how I'm handling it.  I tell them that if I don't dwell on it I'm good.  People were more understanding about my feelings today, which made it easier I think.

I saw a red Charger tonight and it was beautiful.  Made me want to buy one.  I know the day will come and I will enjoy the 6+ months of driving it all by myself ;)

I also decided I want to include a picture a day because hey, why not add another thing for me to ramble on about.  ;)  

When I went to get my massage, they had the coolest sink ever.  Like, made me want to put it in my purse and put it in my dream home cool.  Once I turned it on though, I realized how awful the actual design of the sink was.  The faucet was so close to the edge of the sink and the sink was so flat that the water ran everywhere on the counter.  It definitely is not going in our house though, because this girl hates cleaning and anything that makes me have to clean more I hate.

Babe, I love you more than anything in this world and I cannot wait until we have our week together before you leave.  We get to celebrate our two year anniversary together, even if it is two weeks early.  It will be amazing no matter where we go as long as we're together.  You're amazing.

Love you, forever and always